The older I get, the longer the fat stays

For those who are crying that they are "old" and only in their mid 20s

WHATEVER!

I'm not crying that I'm old yet either and I'm still in my early 30s!

As long as you're young inside, you'll be young forever.

What I do cry about it how hard it is to maintain the weight! I'm gaining weight on my face, even though the clothes are okay.

I really have to watch myself now.

Life, or so it seems like

In the past few months, I've been feeling so un-motivated with life, with everything. Just generally speaking.

The back injuries and bruise to the tail bone didn't help either, causing me to be more down.

Oh yeah, add on to the many rain drops/flooding to put an icing on the cake for my mood.

Sometimes I'm so sick and tired of taking the initiative and doing things. At times, I take charge because no one else will do it.

No matter how supportive my hubby is, I still feel something missing. It has to come within myself. Maybe it's because I feel everything is put on my shoulders? Or is it because I do it to myself because I say I can handle but really I can't?

Whatever the reason, I did a little soul-searching....

This past week, a light has shine through my eyes.

Nothing is new, everything is going to be okay. I know it. Sometimes it takes a little re-assuring. I know what I must do now.

Every time it seems like something is going well, then it stops, it's just an obstacle, a test made for me to overcome.

Last night, my hubby wanted to take a stroll down the street at night. It's been a while since we've done that. We talked, laughed, and poured our hearts out. I love that man. He's my everything. He has so much faith and trust in me. I know I will be nothing without him.

No more MySpace, what about FaceBook?

I completely handed over my MySpace to my daughter. She has gone in and deleted a bunch of my friends and kept only a few. I'm sure she has accidently deleted some of her friends.

Right now, I'm back to being the personal person. Not sharing many pictures and keeping it on the DL. Again, I get this way from time to time. The photos that I do plan on sharing won't be of people, maybe just scenery and objects.

As for FaceBook, I don't do much updating there. Again, I started FaceBook five years ago to keep in touch with people who love Bollywood films. Now, it has emerged to high school friends, co-workers, and people from MySpace going to FaceBook.

I don't update my status much but do so on Twitter. Most people who have me on Twitter and follow me are quite the updaters, which I like. I have a lot of interaction there. I started Twitter because I was stalking the celebs.

But of course, that may fade. As for right now, that's what I usually do, update on Twitter.

In otherwise, it's always better to email me to keep in touch. Or call.

It's that time of the year!!

Yep, it sure is.

Lots of festivals, events, fun, fun, fun!

But it also means no money, no time, and all that in between.

I've been slacking off with updating with pictures because even though I am updating my blog right now, I am unable to upload pics to my Blogger from work. I can't even view after I publish too!

It sucks. I can't even view any of my blogger friends' blogs until I get home.